17.11 2012

Hello again, not been here long time, because loosing my secret wors to get inside here. Now was thinking that do hard work and get inside again. Done and working.

So what all had happened. Truck is sold. Allmost one year ago. Quite good price. missing still own truck and own business. Maybe one day again. All licences I have still.

last autumn was going with driwing excawator, 19 tons Caterpillar, on forest taking stumps up from ground. winter more quiet. little driving 60 tons 7 axle gravel truck. Record weight was 73 tons, but last load to home was even bigger, not going over leveling. Then end of winter 60 tons, 7 axle, 25 m long truck, load´s tractors and all kind of machines over Finland. Spring starting driving truck with 28 tm crane. Working on building areas. Was others good, but truck little lousy and company also. Ended that on autumn.

Now driving same drivings like with own truck 3 years ago. Truck is quite good and should come on winter brand new. Company is good, 3 trucks, kept my friend. Quite much night time driving. But that is only good for me, I like work at night´s. Quite much also dangerous good´s, that´s also no problem because I have all permits what is needed to drive it.

So life is going, not good, tight with money. Still living alone, no dating. get known something new about myself. Have allways thinked that there is something wrong in me. Now I know it. I am Asperger, 45 years and now I know why I am like I am. It is now much easier. Not anymore thinking why I am so clomsy, why I don´t know people so good who I should know. Why it is not going so good with women.

Own house I have lived one year now. Not totally ready, but should be before real winter coming. I like to be here on countryside, 3 km dirt road, 14 km first street light, 40 km first trafic light. Night is dark, can see stars. Quiet peacefull. Not one car going normally on road by me from 9 pm to 7 am. Execpt me.

So now on trying to write more here again, maybe somebody like to read it.

Till next time.