17.11 2012

Hello again, not been here long time, because loosing my secret wors to get inside here. Now was thinking that do hard work and get inside again. Done and working.

So what all had happened. Truck is sold. Allmost one year ago. Quite good price. missing still own truck and own business. Maybe one day again. All licences I have still.

last autumn was going with driwing excawator, 19 tons Caterpillar, on forest taking stumps up from ground. winter more quiet. little driving 60 tons 7 axle gravel truck. Record weight was 73 tons, but last load to home was even bigger, not going over leveling. Then end of winter 60 tons, 7 axle, 25 m long truck, load´s tractors and all kind of machines over Finland. Spring starting driving truck with 28 tm crane. Working on building areas. Was others good, but truck little lousy and company also. Ended that on autumn.

Now driving same drivings like with own truck 3 years ago. Truck is quite good and should come on winter brand new. Company is good, 3 trucks, kept my friend. Quite much night time driving. But that is only good for me, I like work at night´s. Quite much also dangerous good´s, that´s also no problem because I have all permits what is needed to drive it.

So life is going, not good, tight with money. Still living alone, no dating. get known something new about myself. Have allways thinked that there is something wrong in me. Now I know it. I am Asperger, 45 years and now I know why I am like I am. It is now much easier. Not anymore thinking why I am so clomsy, why I don´t know people so good who I should know. Why it is not going so good with women.

Own house I have lived one year now. Not totally ready, but should be before real winter coming. I like to be here on countryside, 3 km dirt road, 14 km first street light, 40 km first trafic light. Night is dark, can see stars. Quiet peacefull. Not one car going normally on road by me from 9 pm to 7 am. Execpt me.

So now on trying to write more here again, maybe somebody like to read it.

Till next time.

28.08-4.9 2011

Sh...t

 Was writing long storys about real life, Cow hide´s, saw good´s, plywood, nice bar´s, chicks in bar´s, harbour´s making service to truck and falling trees for winter.
All gone lost on bite space.

Thank you Pc, I or blogger.

28.08 2011

Sunday, this morning 09.00 was coming two guys to look my truck, because I am trying to sell it. They was coming and going, tire kicker´s I think, not worth for get up on sunday morning. Thenn lasy day, visiting my parent´s. Was looking there with my farher borders on that place where they are and where are border stones. One we didn´t find. It must covered with moss. There is little number made on these stones, must take moss of all and look where mark is, but that on next time. Thenn also put steel tube there, because it is most bad place to look where border is.
Coming home late afternoon and looking little my truck. Changing there on complete light, there was glass broken. New light and fog light was not working. Last reparation what on bad garage making there, wrong again. After them truck is several places repaired new time. Cabel was between two part´s and broken. Wrong place made going these cabel´s. 20 cm new cabel, two coupler´s and half hour time and it was working again, better made thann this professional garage. Contolling other lights too one lamp must change. Other are good. Thenn old papers away from truck, battery´s to charge. Then sauna again and lasy evening, or little paying invoices and written also one. Why so much looking truck, because truck have tomorrow yearly inspection. Controlled that everyting is working there and so that truck is safe for trafic.
Now sleeping and parying something from God, it is not that truck should go thrue this inspection, it something totally different.

27.08 2011

Saturday, today should clean water hole on my parents place. And like I was writing should. We was trying it, but was not working. Two pumps and both, sometimes working and then not. What a joke, three buggets we was getting up. Nobody was not loosing nerves, so everything good. Next week come vacuum tanker there, it will take bottom of water hole clean. Saturday and sauna again. Few alcohol free beer´s and sleeping.

26.08 2011

Morning starting about 07.30 driving 75 km to loading place. Wood loading. This time good forklift driver, not same idiot like last two times. Loaded and GOOD lashed. Call to office enough when trailer is harbour on saturday. So little by little direction Hanko, southest point of Finland. Stopping two times to drink coffee and look if there is simody, who I know. Then on harbour, trailer there and only with truck back to home. Was feeling little tired, so I was stopping and taking two hours nap. No hurry. In evening at home. Sauna. Good night. Last pray to God all mighty. Same like every evening.

25.08 2011

so at night I was starting 03 at night. Driving 90 km to place where should trailers be. There was two trailers, but not one of them that number what I should have. So sleeping to 9 am. Then call to office, yes you can take another of these trailers. Truck under trailer and light cabel connected, smoke coming, all fuses what have something to do with lights broken. Call again to office. OK, 20 km from here is one empty trailer, it should be allright. Nice, I was driving distance of 200m from this trailer at night. Ok under trailer fift wheel locked, everything allright. Then to bar drinking coffee. Taking coffee, goin to cashier. One driver front of me and I have feeling that somebody is looking me. Look front of me and lady who is working there looking direct me. From that was starting cat and mouse game, she looks, I look, she goes by, looks after, goes again, I look, she smiles, I smile, going and going on. Now I know where I go next time making coffee break when I go by there. Next time it is not stopping looking and smiling.
Then on road again 160 km to loading place, load of wood from there and papers made of false trailer number, not big problem, red headed lady in office was making new papers very fast and had also time to change few words.
First call was coming, because of buying my truck, I trye to sell it. I think there is notting coming of that call, wheel kickers.
300 km to harbour driving goes easily. Stopping buying little spare parts to truck and office is calling. Could I make 5 trailer ready to go over. Empty trailers to ship, trailers are going on other side to train and going with that about 800 km. So must look that tarpaulin is closed on every corner and make othervice too trilers ready so that they can load it to train there. Two trailers was on right place, 3 I must take from other yard to right place 3 trailers and 7 km. Then taking again empty trailer, making it ready to wood loading lashing belts etc.
Half hour break same time, truck is parked its break. The starting drive to home and on home 22.30, jumping to car, driving 14 km and going to look my own trailer how wide is that inside 2m 44 cm, good. Then 14 km back and home again. Now is over midnight, dear God let me sleep good.

24.08 2011

Wednesday, sleeping again long, but not so long like yesterday. Not much doing, putting new tarp on new light cemnt blocks, what I have bought several years from hier, old had gone broken. Then throving little wood away.
Also new tarp for burnwood, so it stays drye. Then nothing special, little putting truck ok. Looking oil, cooling water etc. Little cleaning it from inside. Putting water on pause coller, if comes hot day and must sleep on daytime. Sauna this evening, little paperwork and late going sleeping. Hard morning coming, tomorrow I have driving again, first with truck 80 km to get empty trailer and then loading, maybe it starts again from that.
Good´s humble servent is thinking now going sleeping or driving away. God is knowing it today, but we see it tomorrow how it was.